My gorgeous second child and my eldest daughter has been such a blessing to us since the day she was born. I had a smooth pregnancy and had prepared myself for a VBAC after having an emergency c-section with my first just 16 months prior. The birth went well, long and painful but well. Little did we know during the "pushing" stage she was losing oxygen and she was born blue and didn't make a single sound. A team of DR's and nurses rushed her to the side and with lots of prayer, including a very specific one from my mum in the side room, "breathe the breath of life" our baby was ok.
I will never forget the moment hubby walked over to me with tears in his eyes and said "thank you for giving me a baby girl" . We haven't found out the sex of our baby during pregnancy, its always been a surprise. I LOVE SURPRISES!!!
R's story continues and she spent a long week in intensive care, and after a lot of tests,medication and of course prayer she was given the all clear and sent home.
My faith was tested for sure during that week. Wandering whether our little girl would have long term problems, worrying that she wouldn't make it through one of her seizures, standing by watching her have test after test with tubes and machines attached to her tiny (well not so tiny-she was 8.5 pounds) body. I kept praying and my faith in God remained strong. He was looking after my little girl and as always he would give us the strength we needed to get through this.
Watching R grow over the last seven years has been a pure joy! She was a happy, carefree baby and always bopping to music and smiling at her family.
R loves animals(doesn't get that from me), has a great interest in the weather(definitely a trait from my hubbys side),she also has a great sense of direction(another trait from hubbys side) and she enjoys singing and dancing(she is often heard playing in her room whilst making up and singing a song at the top of her lungs)She always makes us laugh as she makes us see the world through her eyes.
This last year she has taken on dancing(which she loves), she has also done drama and science classes and is learning spanish. R Started "grade 1" this year and it is her first year at the distance ed school where my kids are registered, they have fortnightly(or thereabouts) EC days and she looks forward to these and runs off to classes quite happily. This year she has also started attending her class at kids church on a Sunday, another thing she looks forward to now and that over a year ago was so hard to get her to let go of my leg!!!
This last few years she has grown a lot, physically of course but in other ways too. She has a lot more confidence and is not afraid to try new things and push herself out of her comfort zone. Its nice to see the people around us, like family notice this also. A couple of anecdotes to explain....
Recently after spending 4 days with her Meme, my mum messages me and says "I really enjoyed R's company, she has come out of her shell, loosing her inhibitions and she is showing affection"
and finishes with "R has many hidden treasures and only those who take the time to wait will discover them
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This is so true and bought a tear to my eye.
At her 7th birthday party(a horse riding 1/2 day workshop with 3 friends of her choice) her friend was upset as the horse that was assigned to her frightened her. R noticed that her friend was upset and said to me " Mummy, I can swap I don't mind which horse I ride". Another hold back the proud tears moment! This same little girl would not have done this even a year ago.
Love you my little princess xxx
Even so, let your light shine before men; that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven.
Matthew 5 vs 16